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dreamed of living pendently.

Posted: 04 Nov 2020, 10:21
by benzrad
all the dawn dream thought over & over live independent, ie. solid income. dreamed I managed a temple, fough for food all time, talented or common life, 2 female sent to my temple by temple system, they were professors, still they live for food. i burned brain for living relaxed, literally, but unable, for men live with his land, and his hard working to breed diary products.

dreamed of military camp

Posted: 11 Nov 2020, 11:43
by riveryog
dreamed in a military camp where amid a potato field, like my teenage hometown house back yard but not there. the official investigating my case, I stealthily entered office & tried all keys to unlocked the case, in which my dad & kid brother troubled. just when i start my work, the officer entered the room and turn on the light, so the dream ends. i just felt the disloyal to PRC authority, which gradually hostile toward me.

dreamed sex with undergraduate girl.

Posted: 13 Nov 2020, 09:33
by riveryog
dreamed had sex with girl, say undergraduate, i did enjoy it. after soon wake up, I felt embarrassed to blog it. but i sound in dream without shame nor guilty. my son has his acknowledge but doesn't judge me.

dreamed of CCP surveillance & interrogations.

Posted: 26 Nov 2020, 10:54
by riveryog
first dreamed view of male cop, interrogate muslim Uyghur in northwestern China. then dreamed of a much higher rank of ccp spy, a female with whom I once more or less attached, i argued enthusiastically in a water park or her house, but God's mercy, it was just babber holy let me shown, like my recent alumni weixun group chat, or my once QRRS leader, Zhou. God let me live vivid while the spying eyes missed in gazing.
God, I dislike dream while sleeping. blogging drove my rest sleep ruined. but God, they were creation u bestowed. thx, holy.

dreamed of designing header for dad's union

Posted: 17 Dec 2020, 09:56
by riveryog
last night my quilt got too hot and I spend some time to open to let it cool. in dawn dream, my passed dad's office likely belong to union. i designed 3 headings for the union's advertising. I reviewed my works several times still felt pround enough as an amateur. the facing gay room now more and more hostile & criminal, last twice, they put screws on corridor, i reported to dorm administrative, it quietly handled. this time they dump banana skin on toilet room floor aiming hurt me. I will not sms the woman director again, for she donesn't welcome me as low income rentee. dear God dad, clear my circumstance from murders.

dreamed of programming with script

Posted: 29 Dec 2020, 09:52
by riveryog
likely last night read report that microsoft rip off officially adobe flash player from its OS. the flash player development environment called action script, a decade ago I once learned and adopted it to building my multimedia for corporate training projects. I dreamed first I using it to program system wide projects which usually more powerful language like python or c++ harnessed, then program management projects, like OS menu, OS status management, etc, then the last, i tried to use it to manage object programs, like client, user apps, etc. this morning I got up later, for pains mounting to deter me. now almost all settled, dear God dad, last night i sms several messages to dorm director woman, mocking CCP hidden project to kill me in this shabby place: the facing room residence, some gay workers, tentatively spilt water on floor aiming let me slip. God, your saw my smile.

I was heard

Posted: 30 Dec 2020, 08:43
by riveryog
in dawn dream, i reviewed my family namespace/accounts with, even I had no scripting expertise still I doubting in dream, i can upload some picture stuff for placeholder. so I composited some of my rendered 3d animations' cell with realistic scenery photos and upload for screensaver or desktop. I was proud someday my son might inherit the namespace/accounts there as he knew my workspace and future work mostly on computers. last night when dining in California noodle restaurant, the waitress inquired why last dusk I ditched my meal and left abrupt. I told her their acquaintance, a jobless elder woman cheaply solicited there, let me repulsive. the waitress and the chef woman strongly defended for her, for they beneficial by cheap the woman's gossip, and marginally emotional supremacy. I told them the woman too cheap to let my enjoy meals there. the waitress said her was retired and persuade me eat alone, ignore unpleasance, I tought her if someone's time is free, then this person is cheap & meaningless. anyone with dream should evade the soul. last morning when I lunched out, the dorm director woman tentatively talking someone in the corridor, pretending she not waiting me but in fact she waiting my interactive with her after last night I sms her about cheap CCP & muslim. I just peeked her long legs as usual and left, but I Know I was heard, even in CCP's surveillance. in the night I painful for loneliness, so I called my son's mom for assure he ate the Mcdonald takeout I subscripted him last night. she nodded and complained I let the deliver worker waited too long out of their house, for my son's late schooling. I consolidated her that I will less and less subscribe another one coming months. dear Holy, my life so rich in the moment, I sit the center of my universe of my life, as a parent, as an elder. thx, dear dad God, I was in deep obligation of Holy.

dreamed belfast, likely a recall of a watched movie

Posted: 31 Dec 2020, 09:53
by riveryog
in dream, I travelled around the world and currently in belfast. I want to voice command adding a list item, likely journalism of tourism. I tried many times, some succeed while sometimes failed for format of command wrongly recognized. last night in loneliness I chatted with my alumnus, a guy loved in our senior middle school, then fell in love with another alumni when graduated and married her and had a son. I felt the dying of love in too familiar live and pains of loneliness. he replied me and we mocked each other. he aided me several times financially. dear God dad, let this merry season full of warmth among kind people, grant me light heart even among painful body. this is a gloomy morning, dad God, there will be hope as well as sunshine.

freeze from my alumnus in asset management industry

Posted: 01 Jan 2021, 08:42
by riveryog
yesterday I talked a lot about myself in my haunted restaurant, I like a gas bag full of hope & passion. but an alumnus, when I full of gratefulness & called him via video in wiexun, he kill me in half minute. yes, he shaved while I casually, he ask for leave in cause of bringing his kid to dine while it was almost 7pm. after the talk, I reviewed my pendent business, my website, my delicious meals, my obligation to Holy, my shabby salary & more and more severe curbing attempts from CCP, I saw large gap between stable life & my adversity. dear God dad, PRC Dying in suffering, CCP, the dictator tried all means to tighten financial reins over common people's life, starvation might be close and economic disaster might be soon. save my web, God, save my tiny enjoyable life so far. in this gloomy morning, Dearest Holy, gather my faith for breakthrough of sustaining my grace.

dream of live encryption

Posted: 02 Jan 2021, 09:27
by riveryog
in dawn dreamed, i dwelt among looters or criminals/gangster in remote area. we had to decrypt then encrypt some asset for storage. dear God dad, there will be a brutal battled today in which i will persuade my baby brother offer additional loan of 700 CNY to cope this month's alipay virtual credit pay back. I almost can't afford to break with the virtual credit, for my life without it will immediately in shortage. God dad, help me get through it.