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a restful morning
Posted: 03 Jan 2021, 09:41
today I didn't intend to utter, but just continue yesterday's consequence. my baby brother offered me 1500 CNY after my formidable argues, I immediately pay back alipay virtual credit, near 1800, but i was rebuffed any more credit, so now i penniless. CCP must brewed quite some time aiming curb my activities. they currently plotted to take control of alipay, their dream is control PRC with quota.
dear God dad, i left with no fear, help me get through this hard economy. help me reach 2021 with merry heart.
dreamed of declaring my children
Posted: 07 Jan 2021, 09:28
in dawn dream I again and again repeated how to declare my 3 children: I will using 30% dynamics with http to declare my first son, then using 50% dynamics with https declare my 2nd child, then 20% with http to do with my 3rd child. I my own don't know what that means, but I had the proportion. my dearest relative, my 3rd elder sister, even hard to believe I will have romance as God promised I have better option in choosing my new partner of life. but yesterday 2 girls in my sphere both accepted my gaze which relax me. in the night i buzzed a alumnus in north China where just pestered by pandemic, he soon bored by my ailment report. dear God dad, I still have faith my suffering can be removed by heat & your mercy. I still believed I can be attractive. thx God dad, this sunny morning, I really anxiousness free.
lingered more on bed.
Posted: 24 Jan 2021, 10:58
in dawn dream first likely in campus, my art college friends came over to exchange their graduation presentation, colorful animations like my once obsessed with flash multimedia when I worked for QRRS cable TV. Then dreamed my son waiting me to reinstall OS on his pc while I urgently has another schedule. I install av soft client on it and manually let it fit & reliable. I finally got it working after lots of efforts. dear God dad, it's now a late morning, I just got my toe nails clipperred. Holy spirit, let my life easier.
first night with my new getup handler
Posted: 30 Jan 2021, 09:22
last night near 7pm, my bought online getup aid arrived. I unable to shift the heavy package, so the porter woman asked one passing guy to help me get it indoor. I open the package, till the heavy pedestal rebuff my any attempt to move it. so I entreated neighbor young guy to install for me. he didn't wasted any time or material and done in a quarter. the steel pedestal quite cold and let my leg cold, so I asked my son's mom to lend me some plastic cushion and she admitted. this morning I lingered more time on bed, for showering after lunch is a daunting job for me, for the painful fingers. dear God, let my life easier.
Posted: 21 Feb 2021, 08:41
last night I likely left without dream. this morning I had nothing to review. last dusk I bought some cherryberry from street vendor, I shared some with seejoy dumpling restaurant girl, neighbor kid in dorm, this morning when I washing in toilet, the dorm cleaner approached me and chatted. so I shared the remnant of cheerberry with her. the woman immediately took lion share of it. that let me anger, so I praying God let it go, and my brain empty for my blog. dear God dad, let my life easier.
dreamed of scripting
Posted: 27 Feb 2021, 10:29
last night peacefully for me. I dreamed less. in dawn dream again and again I testing my program's messaging function. at first I missed a & and it malfunction, then with '&&' follows messages it worked.I displayed lots of status, till I had no other excuse to stay on bed. dear God dad, let my life easier.
dreamed of corperate life
Posted: 01 Mar 2021, 09:50
in dawn dream I worked for a public company, which intended to buy a sport team. 3 cadres assigned to managed the team, a tall one, a weak one and me. when we decided to celebrating the operation, the other two failed twice to evade the ceremony. this morning QRRS radio again spoken, while my fingers' pains turned severer. dear God dad, I don't care how bad once was, I looking forward total recovery. let my life easier, dear Holy.
being resourceful with freedom world
Posted: 27 Mar 2021, 10:12
recently CCP invaded my newly bought & setup nuc pc, lingering trojan let my most pcs & storage dangerous and malfunction. these days tried to fix it and now I hardly saw the light of the tunnel. this morning they started to block my radio channels, let it errors prone. dear God dad, let me affordable. thx for peace now in this cloudy morning. lunar mourning day is coming, I will likely soon been brought to my brother's hotel again. let my workspace as well as life there enjoyable and stable. let central China heat cures my painful fingers sooner, let me like child once more at hometown.
dreamed of captive animals
Posted: 01 Apr 2021, 07:40
dear God dad, my 2 nuc restored, and all my portable storage erased against hidden sector virus. in dawn dream, I bred a lion and a tiger and some other predators. when I hardly able to care them, I urged them not to eat human.might some heard while some others didn't, but they lived well behind my absence, like a family without parents. it's another gloomy morning, dad, left my life easier.
Posted: 03 Apr 2021, 00:28
dear God dad, here again I confronted with the hotel's noise after through the drizzle I reached out to the apartment my kid brother offered. I can't sleep and now I retorted to work. I hope fatigue kill the noise of machine. dear God dad, I intended to linger longer this time here, for the desktop environment better suites me. dear God dad, let my life easier.