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in dawn dream, first dreamed Russian 10% supporters rally in protest march, crashed with police. then I know I also had 10% supporters among forming march near police. last night likely for my quilt warmth, I total night didn't pee. such a miracle! dear God dad, I felt my body still young. dear God dad, my painful fingers can be fixed by improved mutation system. I still have faith, dear Holy!
yesterday I reviewed my relentless desire and felt more balanced. my bed more and more let me bored: my left shoulder sore and not allow my sleeping on it.in dawn dream I succeeded in something, then I thought how to teach my son about exam. I need birdview, middle view, and detail view of a company will appeared in exam & need to remember. at first I puzzled by middle view, then I knew it's a deducted information of the company, while birdview or spot view will only left a name only, stripped all details on map, like the process of abstracting. It's like a fading person in history, like me. even less joy on bed, I lingered more for warmth and spreading myself. dear God dad, let my life easier.
in dawn dream I was assigned to buy 2 islands for the corp. another colleague, likely the weak technician leader of my once QRRS cable TV department. I calculated different aspects' cost then made a bidding. the other island was 10 times larger, so it was easy to sum up. this morning my pains thicker, dear God dad let summer sooner and I will wear less clothes.
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in dawn dream I preparing a carnival among which there was a section Chinese and Thailand need fight to prove whose martial art stronger, in show and in reality. I search internet for thailand friend and I got & trusted. then I chose Chinese the winer and let him keep the key. this morning I obviously loathed to get up for the painful putting up. dear God dad, let my life easier.
dear God dad, how I was obliged to restored my oses during large scale intrusions. last night I showered with hot water and praying for next day's operation. in dawn dream I saw my son's mom chose unreliable English tutor who untrustworthy and felt anxiously. but in fact, my son now mostly doesn't have extra English lesson, for he now a senor middle school student.dear Holy, in this moisturous morning let me successfully evade sinful CCP hacking.
It's a cooling morning now, dear God dad, my 2nd elder sister who cared my life started to complain and hate my grace Holy vested. she tentatively left me alone. last night I watched a movie which alarmed me the fragile of power system in modern society while most dependent. that reminds me danger of my kid brother's hotel. my kid brother hardly mastered highly robust system, and life support in hotel, or ramdant of backups. dear God dad, I live with your mercy, don't let me anxious.
another gloomy morning, dear God dad, my kid brother likely later will fetched me to visit our parents' tomb and then his hotel. and I will likely to upgrade my mobile android to v11. last night I exchanged words with my alumni who sharing mourning for a politics professor who once refuted me during my hard time for their master degree. I told a girl alumnus Asoh Yukiko and girl Fangfei. dear God dad, how I want to meet my Asoh now after these years!
dear God dad, miracle on me: pains along a nerve in back knee gone! previously I hardly sit, for after crossing my leg was painful. now I can safely being seating on couch, or crouch. it happened without any precaution, just like gospel by faith. dear God, now I more enjoy the couch situation in my nephew's hall. in dawn dream, I was traveling with my son, likely leaving Qiqihar, where we passing underground market and ordered some snacks but the vendor tentatively delayed one served aiming to evade by our harsh time. but my son liked to tasted the one, likely fried foul tofu, so I left and let my son stay alone till him was served. dear God, today likely rain again, but Holy, I missing sunshine.
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dear God dad, 2 more days passed and my new built OSes seemingly perfectly clean. I enjoyed them so much. this morning on bed, my knees hardly movable and I lingered more on bed in frustration. dear Holy I knew the pains indicating the eve of breakthrough, but dear God dad, let my life easier.
last night I reviewed my elder sister's loath to serving me in my painful fingers. the day before yesterday I bought fruits takeout for my son and children of my nephew. the kiddos never expressed appreciation nor grateful, that let me this dawn relentless. I felt their cheapness, their meanness upon my kindness in pure thankfulness. this morning I recognized that I can handle it on my own, not in preach nor scorn. dear God dad, let my life easier.