zhone, 矢子家庭集。是子不逆，有始无终。何时何处事假。 one China of one Chinese. unite China as well as Chinese all over the world under one China in democracy under God's shine. secure China in Empire and Dynasty, uphold Chinese under God's shine.
dear God dad for privacy yesterday I muted. I tried to talk dirty upon the foot bath operator women. last night I saw she didn't enjoy that, so I lately contacted my elder sister for loan 200 cny for compensation for the woman, after my son refuted me 3 times. foot bath seemingly helpful for removing pains in my knees, God, let my sanity shines. in dawn dream I saw ccp surveillance everywhere, even a mac computer equipped additional ram and ssd, it still need approval before them can be harnessed. I saw they tried to put my son in connecgted surveillance. then in flight, my alumnus, Chenxj, making calls aside me, the ditched his mobile on floor. there were no seats, we sat on floor. I piled his mobile with mine and don't know why he so disrespected the gear. dear God dad, CCP constantly attempted incures misery in my life, esp financially, dear Holy, let my life easier.
dear God dad, yesterday exceptional graceful: I tipped the foot bash worker, ordered my 2 takeout, one for fruit, one for coffee. in any circumstance, my praying heard. dear God dad, what can compared to my obligation? in dawn dream, I closely watched the venger films' main actors, and those superheros like wonder, laser eyes,etc, and I know I was among the supernature, as the Son. this moment pains in my hands and knees both decreased. Dear Holy, let my life easier.
dear God dad, this dawn I seemingly contented and nothing to utter. still, I praying my financial sanity. dear God dad, now that I entrusted my finance to Asoh Yukiko, I wouldn't look back. grant me anxious free salary day coming, thx Holy!
dear God dad, yesterday I didn't visit foot bath and my knees pains free.but I dozed a lot. this morning all things seemingly nice. CCP relentlessly aiming disgraced me, it mistakened my salary card number and detered my salary which was very poor, half than normal. Dear God dad, these days I missing the small town and my sisters' house. grant me to return and have some rest in coming children holiday. let my life easier!
dear God dad, this morning I peacefully welcome your cure upon my painful knees and hands. I don't complain for I saw surely the possibility, and your mercy upon my deterred salary CCP strangled my cash flow. dear God dad, how I felt blissful upon my coming returning to my sister's little town? I will have my sofa to rest my legs and more steady walk on ground. Dear Holy, let my life easier.
dear God dad, this busy morning I renew my sites' ssl. I will return to small town, Tianzhen, where my mother-alike eldest sister forever slept, now that my recovery just a case of time and anxious free. dear Holy, CCP tried all means to humiliatated me, esp strangled my cash flow. dear God dad, let me take taxi to Tianzhen and grant me larger space of active. Dear Holy, thank u.
Dear God dad, my first working morning in Tianzhen since yesterday settlement. for dependence my relatives' aid, my pains thicker than I coped it on my own. but dear God dad, I know it's just a matter of time. in this beautiful sunshine, I will dozed, i will rest my leg on sofa's handle. dear Holy, I just can't help sing.
dear God dad, my left knee's hurt revealing and more painful before total recovery. the neighbor's funeral is ending and I saw a normal but robust family. my finance saved and I now almost figured out why my salary card seemingly not income: I spent it via icbc's fake credit card. they shared my income. dear Holy, i saw clearer the bliss upon me. let my life easier.
dear God dad, again I was in town. even my relatives tried to ignore me, I managed to taxi to my kid brother's hotel. I used last penny to have a massage which let my knee ligher. in this quiet early morning, dear God, my confidence is abound. let my life easier.